Monday, February 27, 2006
whoo ooh... it seems i haven been updating for decades le..hahax kana nag for updating mahx... lolx! hmmx... nv will i forget tis date 14feb... a new chapter for mi... after 2 yrs of separation of torture.. we finally really finally be together le.. the feelings is kinda weird de... hahax... is juz like a new beginning for us... 2 yrs! imaging 2 yrs le!... lots of hardships...zzz... y we separate the last time? wellzzz... it's a long long story... haiz.. how i wish i could go for brainwash... so wont think of the saddening past... is like piercing thru my heart... the first 2 weeks of tis relationship has nv been good... quarrel n quarrel... coz of his past... but no choice... had to understand him mahs... yup... truth is always cruel... zzz... till tat time after the last quarrel... nv get msg from him for 2 daes! tot he muz be really angry to it... then i oso cool myself down.. n think wad really happen... n it happen to...everything is i start the quarrel de... throwing temper at him...blah blah... but he stills tok back nicely to mi...really regretted the quarreling.. make him so stress abt it...really sorry... i really didnt mean to... all i want is to understand u more... after reflecting my mistakes... send him an apology msg...no reply mah...cal him...hp off mah!! oh man! he mia again... really get very worried as times goes by... sleepless nite... kept thinking of ways to contact him... no use... zzzzz... msg my fren to ask abt him... around 2am+... really paiseh... n thankx for being there helping mi... comfort mi all those.. really had a brk down... until 10am+ heard a knock from the window... it's HIM! i nearly burst out crying when saw him.. he came n look for mi just to sae tat his hp kinda spoiled le so dun msg or call him for a few daes... n just went off... of coz i stopped him.. i wanna chat wit him more... chat chat... he sae something tat make mi freak to it again... ya... ask him go back to her... nearly quarrel again... but... he sae this to me... he juz wan to an an jing jing be with mi.. ask mi dun worry too much.. cry again... it really touches mi deep into the heart... it's hardly describe by words... suddenly felt the bond with him again... finally realised wad's wrong... is the trust.. security..wit him... haiz... finally things are getting better now for us... ^-^ just wanna be committed n had a peaceful relationship... nth can separate us apart..
take care frens~
[nth.can.separate.us.apart]
Monday, February 27, 2006
